numb to terrible?

Today has been a pretty shitty day. I’ve been very tired all day. I’ve tried to take a nap at least three different times but to no avail. I fucked my blog up. (See previous post.) I’ve stumbled about like a robot, bumping into shit, knocking things over, etc. Done a lot of cussing in response to said accidents. But I don’t really feel depressed. Go figure. I feel fat. I feel lazy. I feel useless. But I don’t give much of a damn for whatever reason. Tomorrow has the potential to be equally awful, and then some, so I guess I’ll see if I’m adapting to shitty or if today was an aberration.


2 Responses to “numb to terrible?”

  1. 1 misterbooks July 24, 2008 at 7:31 am

    I’ve learned not to tweak my blog so much….because it does not do what I want it to do anyway…stupid thing. Hope the shittiness has been wiped away.

  2. 2 thestranger July 24, 2008 at 9:08 am

    I’ve deleted and destroyed countless websites, and I’m supposed to be a professional. It’d be nice if we could restore a previous working backup of our lives when things aren’t going well.

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