run down

It’s been a pretty rough morning and early afternoon. I’ve just been tired, bored, and cranky. Wanted to sleep the bitch into the books but couldn’t. Finally I broke down and took a shower. I seem to feel a little better and plan on a brief outing in an hour or so.

Lilly has an appointment with the dermatologist next Saturday. Apparently he’s swamped. The receptionist first told me he was full and wanted to know how bad Lilly actually was. I would have thought that my calling for the first time in two and half years or more would have made it self-evident that she was doing pretty damn bad. Anyway, she seems to be a little better today, at least compared to last night. The good thing about the dermatologist is that he actually identifies the particular bug and prescribes the antibiotic thus indicated. The regular vet just crap shoots it, sort of like our shrinks with our psychotropic meds. It’s gone on too fucking long. I sick of giving them pills twice a day. While I’ll almost certainly wind up at least as busy after seeing the specialist, I’ll see improvement.

Anyway, it’s blazing hot and I’m trying to settle in for a long, depressed weekend. A movie tomorrow afternoon may be mandatory. Perhaps Sunday too. In past lives films sometimes had the power to transform my mood, at least temporarily. Maybe that old trick will work once again?


1 Response to “run down”

  1. 1 Arkay July 18, 2008 at 3:24 pm

    Man sounds like the PMS has got you real bad this time ;)

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