done did

This one is almost in the books. Thank god. I already seem to be realizing some affect from the Welbutrin even if it’s only speed-like. I need some speeding.

Maybe tomorrow will be better. At least I halfway watched what I ate and walked for close to an hour and a half. Naturally my legs are hurting but at least I blew off some steam.

It’s astounding to me how inept I am when things go south emotionally. I can’t do a fucking thing right. Nothing, not even playing and singing. It’s just too difficult. I might could be a competitive eater or sleeper but that’s about it. Fuck.

Anyway, tomorrow will be bearing down on us with all its attendant suffering. I can’t wait.


1 Response to “done did”

  1. 1 titaniumrose June 24, 2008 at 8:48 pm

    Glad to hear the Welbutrin is starting to help. I had myself a good cry and now I’m surfing YouTube for entertaining bits for possible future blog entries. It’s something to do anyway and it’s better than just sitting in front of the idiot box I figure.

    I am a little pissed off – so far NO ONE I tagged for the meme has done it yet! Maybe nobody loves me afterall. :(

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