something old, new, and definitely blue

Started publishing scans of the old journal I’ve mentioned here previously. Pretty disgusting stuff. Anyway, they’re posted as Pages at Cracked Head Scans.


4 Responses to “something old, new, and definitely blue”

  1. 1 Arkay March 25, 2008 at 12:50 pm

    I wish I had more time (on the internet – I only get 55 mins/day at the library). Someday I’ll traipse over there and take a look. From what I’ve read here, you have moved a long way past what I might encounter there, no? Keep fighting the good fight.

  2. 2 Prester John March 25, 2008 at 4:01 pm

    Arkay – It’s probably a waste of your valuable Internet time. That is unless you’ve taken to psychoactive chemical and your trying to decide if it might be a problem for you. I can’t imagine it being interesting to anyone else.

    Good to hear from you.

  3. 3 angryballerina March 25, 2008 at 9:50 pm

    thank you for posting those

  4. 4 Prester John March 26, 2008 at 1:52 am

    angry – thanks for the feedback. I guess it goes without saying I’m not particularly proud of that version of me. Not so much that I didn’t get it. We both know that’s probably not up to us, contrary to the bs taught in treatment centers. Just how fucked up I was period. God damn I was a mess. Still am, but nothing like that. Better in some departments and worse in others. Such is life I guess. You’re really lucky you got it so young. (And unlucky about other things. I wish I could make the bad stuff go away for you.) In my experience pretty girls, or should I say young women, don’t usually have much of a chance at getting it until they’re not pretty anymore. Way to many people like I used to be prefer y’all to be fucked up.

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