nice sunday draws to a close

Today was the best day I’ve had in months. In fact things were going a little too well by early evening. The truly bi-polar might sneer at my thinking so, by I felt, and still feel, like I might be trying to go on one of my rare manic swings.

Whether the tiny dose of Wellbutrin (150 mg) I started taking a little over a week ago has something to do with it is anybody’s guess. My obsession with my blogging project might be the culprit. Sometimes when I’m really excited about things I can’t sleep, and for the first few days with relatively little rest I seem to feel really good. Additionally I walked for a little over half an hour today. Whatever the reason, I’m feeling much better than just four days ago. Strange, but anything beats being extremely depressed.

Tonight I plan to at least try and get onto some sort of schedule. I want to be in bed by 10 or 10:30 at the latest, and to get up by 7. Unfortunately bedtime is fast approaching and I’m wide awake. I took a couple of Benadryl about 40 minutes ago but so far they haven’t produced the desired effect.

Anyway, tomorrow is a new day. For the first time in a long time I’m not dreading the prospect of facing it.


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